This is my challenge: A reasonable to-do list. Every day I never accomplish all I intend to. In fact, when I make the list, I know half of it will remain un-done. I struggle with wanting to "enjoy the story" of each day. My too long list haunts my mind. Clean the bathrooms? Blog? Call a friend? Play a game with Anna and Dillon? Finish the Christmas letters? Pay the bills? Iron? Lesson plan for Biola? Put away Valentine's Day decorations? Study 2 Corinthians? Pray? What do I do now????
How do I quiet these demands, make good choices with my time, and find the elusive balance between managing my home and life and
enjoying my home and my life?
Flexible planning... that what I need to work on. Today didn't "work" because I was caring for sick family all weekend, including myself. The only energy I have today is an act of God's grace, giving me enough to finish the day.
So now what?? Prayer. Pray for peace. What will bring peace to my home, to my soul? Maybe if I just do one load of laundry instead of the five that I know await me, that will be sufficient for today. Instead of scrubbing the kitchen floor, I spot clean it. Quick-wipe the bathrooms, save the deeper cleaning for next week. I have a schedule, now I need to use it. My house was cleaned last week, it will be cleaned next Monday, this Monday with have to be the "short" version. Maybe that is what I need to have in my plan, the "short" version.
And look, I have done something I have longed to do every day this fall/winter season.... share with you all in my poor neglected blog!!
Thanks for listening. I feel better already!!! Who knows? Maybe I will finish those Christmas letters after all!!!!